God understands the weakness of our humanity, and is immeasurably patient with those who attempt to seek Him. The love of God is far deeper than anything we can possibly imagine. Yet there remains an eternal purpose to that love. With God there is a line drawn in the sand, so to speak. You’ll find just where that line is when you are truly honest with Him.
He knows what is going on in your heart, even when you don’t understand it yourself, and will uncover your underlying motives if you sincerely pursue Him. Through His agonizing death on the cross, Jesus paid the price of forgiveness for each and every one of us. And He is willing to receive us just as we are. It merely takes is a first step toward Him. If that step is taken in the genuineness of your heart, Jesus will always be there to meet you.